Channeling the Council of Light

As I was about to type my first channeling session and the Council of Light said to journal it and then type.

I sat down on the couch to meditate in my bedroom. Feet on the floor, planted on my furry rug, with a candle lit at my feet. As I invited my guides to draw near, I asked, "How might I serve?" My body started to sway, rock, move like I was on a seat on a roller coaster. It was subtle movement, but enough of a roller coaster feel to begin receiving the message. "I'm on a roller coaster," I told myself. My body came to a distinct stop with my head rolling forward, chin to chest. There was a long pause to the stop- long enough for me to recognize it as the roller coaster coming to a hault. "The roller coaster stopped." Yes.

I asked what else I need to know. My head began to lift and circle around. Sometimes my head position would pause momentarily and start shifting around again. These patterns of movement felt intentional, yet random. Random enough that I knew it wasn't me causing the movement. If I could describe it, I'd say it is like being in the car but not in the driver's seat; fully aware, but not fully in control, yet it comes in such a peaceful manner that curiosity allows my head to turn, spiral, nod, make infinity patterns and stretch beyond how I would normally stretch.

As I acknowledged that my scalene muscles were stretched to the max, the telepathic conversation began. "The Mother Earth...she is being stretched to her limit." My head started circling again; big wide circles, really stretching in every angle. Some uncomfortable positions. I told myself, "Trust. Just trust and stay with it." The communication continued, "The Earth needs to purge, needs a reset. You will feel the unsettling and it is necessary." Then my head titled all the way back until it rested on the couch cushion behind me. It was uncomfortable until all of a sudden it was comfortable. I was glad to have the cushion catch the weight of my head. My throat exposed, I was told I was being activated through the throat chakra.

They seemed please that I was understanding and at the same time encouraged my confidence, "Your communication, the throat chakra. Now is not the time to play small. You are understanding us. It is time for you to talk. People listen to you. You have done so much work, so much learning. You are being activated. We have worked with you and you allow us to move through your body. You trust us and so we trust you." I felt both encouraged and supported in my understanding. "Your whole life has prepared you for now. By not having a voice [showing me flash backs to childhood and in certain relationships], you have come forth by learning to speak up, by breaking through the patterns and experiences that held you back. It is not for fame [channeling]. You are not looking for fame."

I wondered how long I needed to keep my head back and then felt the need to swallow. Do I wait for them to move my head? Can I move it on my own without breaking the trance? I lifted and then lowered my head back to center and swallowed. They said, "You had the urge to swallow because you were supposed to swallow to lift your head." It's like from that position, the weight of my head, they needed my help. "Again, you know to trust. It is not random."

They continued, "We gave you what you wanted. You asked, 'I wonder what it would be like to get to be home all day and do exactly what I wanted.' You created this [this being the experience of working from home during Stay in Place orders during the COVID-19 outbreak]. The rest [everyone else's experience] is just backdrop. It is the backdrop to what you asked for." The concept immediately took as I caught the Dolores Cannon book reference about some people being part of your soul contract and others are part of the backdrop.

I did ask for this. I somewhat joked during the first week home that I must have manifested this current situation with corona virus when I'd envision what it would be like to be home, financially secure (my job has not been affected so far, I still have a steady income) enough to get to plan out my days the way I want to spend them. Like a stay-at-home mom with an income source. Would I get tired of it? Bored? Free? I've enjoyed staying home. I am able to offer my daily yoga/fitness classes via Zoom and some social activities via Zoom. The first week was a bit of a transition and I felt incredibly run down.

"People match your energy. When you show up with high energy, that is what you receive in return and that is what you are looking for. That's why last week you felt so drained. You were not receiving back the energy [in person] of appreciation until Friday, and since Friday, you are refreshed." They were right, I was feeling good about my new schedule and having the freedom to meditate throughout the day, read books and watch YouTube meditations and channelers. After hosting a really fun "Family Night In" scavenger hunt on Zoom, I felt re-energized.

My friend Kara had asked me just a few days prior, "Are you a channeler?" I said, "Yes. I'm not sure when, but I know it's coming." They referenced this communication, "You didn't hesitate by saying, 'I think so', you answered a firm 'Yes'." I asked what's next. "My diet?" "Yes. Water. Supplements." I asked, "Is bread ok? Gluten?" "Yes." "So refined sugars, huh?" "Yes." I knew it. Bye-bye Easter M&Ms.

It felt like there were 5 beings standing over me. The more dominant masculine energy to my right and softer feminine energy to the left. They were tall, thin, putty-like, like silly-putty texture. Non-distinct features, not really a face. More just tall, thin human-like shape, but large heads. Thin shoulders. No eyes, nose, mouth, but some contour. At one point I said, "I'm ready to see," asking them to show themselves to me as I reluctantly opened my eyes. They laughed at me, "We know that is not your truth." They were right. For now, I see them in my mind and not in the physical.

They ended by telling me that I will be rewarded with their deep appreciation. They acknowledged that my abundance is through appreciation. My eyes filled with tears and this immense joy settled into my heart. "Wow, they get me." I thanked them for connecting through me, bringing my thumbs to third eye, center, saying "Namaste". I looked at the candle at my feet and returned it to the credenza.

"The light is important. Make sure to use a candle." The Council of Light.